pain

my heart is in pain right now. there is this little wound that used to tear me apart that God has been healing the past year. Just when I think I am moving past it, it gets torn open again when I get reminded of its presence. Like today for instance. I have faith God will take control but dang it I am so sick of waiting. sick. I feel like I can't do it anymore. God really has to take control of this and I know He will. I have to let go. It's just hard when I have a daily reminders. I want to take control of the situation-today! I'm wrestling today and believing for God's healing of my heart and body in His time. Hopefully thats sooner than later...