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Ever feel like God is getting ready to open a door and then He doesn't? Dang!

I know He's gonna open it but I want it now! Haha. I am learning how to become a more patient person- God knows that I need work on that full well! There are a few doors that I am currently waiting on God to open for me. The adventure is using the time I am waiting for good and not just sitting back wasting time while I wait. Maybe God will change my direction, my purpose, or my desire. It so difficult to let God have complete control over a situation. I always think that I have given something to God then something pops up and out comes my desire to try to handle things myself. I am robbing myself of the suprises God has in store for me I am sure. When will I learn? I can't trick Him! He is too good ;-)

Well- as of today I am still waiting for those doors to open and trying to let God prepare me, use me, and humble me into His divine direction. I'll enjoy the journey along the way..wherever that leads....
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